I gave myself asthma attacks and stomachaches with the anxiety of it all.
I felt suffocated and trapped by my own emotions.
What should I do? I share my nights between my boys, kiss them both when they walk in from work, and sit in the middle on the couch.
Vulnerability is difficult to expose to others, but now I can allow myself the relief of crying.
After that episode, my sister-in-law has forced me to have sex with her on many occasions and she is now threatening me that if I do not continue to satisfy her thus, she will tell my wife that I forced myself on her.
Physical indications of sexual abuse were also present, such as chronic upper respiratory, kidney and bladder infections, as well as gynecological problems and rectal bleeding.